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ladidums. suddenly felt like writing some stuff before i go out again for dinner with some school-mates. finally some social life, yay :)

just got my results for this mth's exams and its not very satisfying. on one hand i can give a crappy excuse like, i didnt like my tchr, which didnt motivate me to study hard and learn more, but on the other hand, its not even gd enuf to be an excuse. of course im going to meet tchrs i dont like now or in the future, but my motivation to study shdnt be my tchr, yah? lesson learnt - work harder on self-discipline and self-motivation!

next thing - in spite of not working extra hard twds the exam, i've been doing stuff i think would help. such as reading german news online, reading a german novel, and watching german tv. and i really thot it helped. but thru the results i dont feel like its really working. especially in terms of expressing myself, i cant seem to say wad i really mean. sooo.. shd i take these results v seriously? or shd i jus continue in this direction? hmm i think i'd do all these + revise more grammar and talk more to pple, and revise my work more. -nods-

anyway wasnt in a great mood tdy but managed to feel cheered up by e taiwanese cheery girl. she is qt gd at cheering pple up (except when shes feeling crappy herself haha) i must say. 25 yrs old but behaves like a kid, maybe thats why shes so amusing..

ok now that all the thinking out loud's done and resolutions set, i must make sure i carry them out! k im off to read some of my german novel :) its the german version of "the time traveller's wife" i.e. its called "die Frau des Zeitreisenden" :) gd luck to me! and since im not going to be here on 29jan.. happy chinese new year! :) thanks for christmas cards and well wishes, take care everyone and haf a happy time with relatives, good food, and haf a gd rest! :)